today after school i had bio tuition/remedial with miss tay! (: now ive got the objectives of every chapter, and somehow ticking those items off the list makes me feel reassured, not so " everything is all in a mess". (: im like that. i like making lists, counting things to do, stuff like that. i know xuan knows that im like that. haha. but it works for me.
then, after bio i went to eat prata with phoebs. had paper prata again! (: still so sugary, crisp and sweet. the most wonderful thing i ever tasted. and me the pig had 2 bowls of tau huay as well. Then phoebe told me about something her cell group leader shared with her that day. she brought all her certs to show them, from kindergarten to poly. then she said, "im showing this to you all not to show off, but to let you all see, you get to know me, NOT MY CERTS. same thing with God, He looks at you as a person, not as how many certs you have/what material possesions or what not. so, dont be too worried about your studies, and forsake God just because you need to study or drift away because you get too caught up in what may seem important, but actually isnt compared to your relationship with God."
which brings us back to the statement, The closer you live to God, the smaller everything else seems.
(:(: im in such a good mood, even though every now and then things do not go the way we want them to, or go bad, everything will be fine.
what're problems here on earth compared to the big things we have waiting for us in Heaven? its like a person saying to God, "God, i know you have a mansion for me up there, but theres this leak in my house and i really really cant get it fixed and im so so so so so so so so so so so scared that my entire house will collapse and i will have no where to go, Help me, Lord, help me help me help me! " it sounds hysterical doesnt it?
our problems here on earth are taken away the minute we pray to God, we may not realise it, but if we truly believe that that is true, we're already released from them. for if we believe somthing is gonna be alright, and truly feel free from worries, even though things may not be really 100 % alright, its the same being free from worries when the thing is really 100 % alright! RIGHT? does that make sense to any of you? haha.
it does to me, though. (: i just feel so happy to be a child of the MOST HIGH, and i really wanna spread the word.
cast all your cares on Him, for He cares for you. DEEPLY. (:
