hello humans. (: greetings from planet earth.
): man!
sunday. both tuitions over. btw, i saw it like, again.
gosh. i just dont understand why why why why WHY!!! let me tell you, im not in good mood now. how on earth am i supposed to accept the fact that____ ?? maybe im thinking too much. i certainly hope so, or it'll crush my fragile little heart.
hmm, ive never felt this way before. its a completely fresh emotion in me. and this isnt a great time to be thinking of these kind of things, with o levels coming up and all. argh! shit man, this sucks.
rarrr, i wish i could just change the way things are, but how do i MAKE him? goshgoshGOSH!
-i should stop acting lovesick.
im reminding myself of olivia, btw. haha. SHEESH.
its terrible. i know im gg around in circles now. haha, forgive me im not feeling all calm/serene now.
whywhywhy!! ))))):
i want you so much yet i dont know how to let you know. i cant seem to get you off my mind. everything i think of, i think of you. everything i do, you're on my mind. what happened to composed clarissa? this has been happening for so long, and now then i start feeling this way.
-the green eyed monster got the better of me, thats why.
since i saw what i saw, something errupted inside of me. something i never ever felt before. jealousy? i want you so bad but theres nothing i can do to make you mine.
ahh, i'll get through this.
