its cruel that we have to seperate, after we've been batchmates for our entire secondary school life. i thank God that He gave me these best 4 years of my life. im just feeling so emotional now. when they announced the results, i felt this feeling of sadness. no distinction. then God made me a happy girl once again, He blessed tkgs and embraced everyone of us! tears were on the brink of springing to my eyes when the truth of the results sank in. we did it. we did what we never thought was possible for us. i actually felt like crying, tears of joy. but i didnt. i held back the tears, but inside im dying with the thought that this feeling will never come back to me, not in tkgssb it wont. leaving band feels so surreal. i dont ever want to leave my beautiful batchmates, you guys really make my whole band life as sweet as honey.
-so we'll be playing next week too, i think this might be the last time we perform with tkgssb, in singapore at least. someone once said, "tkgssb will make a comeback, in the 2007 syf competition". no need to wait for that. the fact that we did it even before syf is exhilarating. the best part isnt the percentage we got. its the part where we brought tkgssb up and out again. (: SO AMAZING.
im just so glad, so glad. oh, this is pure bliss.
screaming my lungs out, jumping up and down, smiling FANTASTICALLY, i never felt so warm and elated, so blessed to be a child of the Most High God. because of Him. its all because of Him. :D
