i had one of the best nights of my life yesterday, and its all because He was with tkgssb on stage! every note i played, i played with a heart full of joy! I played for Him. It was because of Him that we did fine. it was because of Him that we all feel so blessed now. I FEEL BLESSED, so blessed, so happy, so glad, so insanely TIRED.
haha. :D yes. i couldnt keep my eyes open the whole of today. letting us come to school one period late doenst do much good if you ask me, i still couldnt get up. ): oh boohoohoo. BUT. SPIRITO was the best fun i ever had in band, not even bhf in sec one could be compared. i just felt the love for tkgssb, everyone inside, ms sia, mr ong, EVERY FREAKING PERSON! im gonna keep my promise, and buy my section sweets! BECAUSE DEAR FRIENDS, that note came out fine. it was because of Him i tell you. it was because of Him that i could play in that cold cold place, for the first time. He filled my night with joy, music in my heart, i just feel so so so so so so so ( X infinty) blessed. never will i get the same kind of satisfation okay? its all been such a great night.
a night i would remember all my life.
to some people, the gimmicks may have appeared stupid, retarded, spastic. but to tell you the truth, these people i feel are stupid killjoys. what matters is we had fun, so what if we look stupid? WE ENJOYED OURSELVES. its not our fault that some people do not have a sense of FUN in them. aiyah! its good to look goofy once in a while. :D
YIDDISH YIDDISH YIDDISH! i will shout the Y word with all my heart now that its over and i did it! :D :D :D :D :D
so happy to be part of spirito! so so so so happy.
and we played if we hold on together for encore. loved every second of it. its our last concert, and it really was nice to play it. i didnt really imagine that we were about to leave band. its all seemed so short, at the same time, so long since we've become part of the tkgssb family! seems like yesterday that we stepped into tkgssb, and my batch crossed paths, and now to think that we'll be seperating, so soon, just makes it seem so surreal. somehow i wish i could remain in this band forever, with the exact same people. WITH MY BATCH and section.
-its a bittersweet thing.
xuan: better er(you know) than expected? HAHA.
and to my wonderful wonderful batchmates: you guys are the best! seriously, i wouldnt do this with anyone else. i wouldnt trade you guys for the world. the short time we had together, those were the best days of my life. i never came to appreciate what you guys could do for me, how you could make me feel good after i feel terribly depressed. it was your it'll come outs that i had confidence that it'd come out that it came out. every single one of you made my night worthwhile. i really love you guys to the max. the hanging out at video world after band, the chilling we've done together. the laughing, the JOY and HAPPINESS you've brought to my life. this is definately one night i will never EVER EVER forget. the wonderful memories. the praying together, the encouragements we gave each other, the comforting when we were sad, everything. i wish i could KISS ALL OF YOU a thousand times. If i could choose another group of people to be my batchmates, i'd most definately choose you guys.
YOU MAKE MY BAND LIFE HONEY SWEET. it just wouldn't be the same in another band, in another section. it just wouldnt be the same. I love every single one of you to every bone in your bodies! :D
all i hope now is for us to play well for nbc. i really really hope we'll do us proud. :D
GOD IS IN US ALL!
