hello! hahaha. its sunday today! the day of rest. but what did i do? i went for tuition after tuition. talk about resting. gosh.
okay its the first time im blogging here properly, feels quite weird. the typing box is so big as comapred to diaryland. AH. haha, oh well. you know, sometimes i wish i were a bird in one of those tropical areas, with not a care in the world, (except hunters). yeah.
its easy for adults to say study hard, go go go, jiayou, a few more months only, just cheong, can't you focus? but what they dont know is what a
CHORE studying is, like, when im forced to do it, sometimes i feel like pulling out my hair. i dont see the point in forcing me to study, cause if i dont have the mood, i just wont concentrate, i'll just sit on my bed and stone. so what's the diff, i could be online, i could be watching tv, i could be doing something i like, whereas im being forced to do something im not even gonna do, its retarded. of course i know when to study, its like a bulit in thing in everyone's body right? like, im not gonna slack my life away, just let me do what i want when i want lah.
haha, sorry. i just wanted to get that out. studying stinks.
i just wanna lie on my bed and never wake up, never wake up to this nighmare of a life.
oh except that i havent driven my mini cooper yet, its my dream car btw. i want it in RED. SO COOL. i really love that car. (italian job) i heard its expensive. oh well. im gonna have it or i'll be very sad.
i thought you said you werent gonna care no more, then why are you still well, caring? not that i dont want you to, its just, why cant you keep to your word? why do we peoplw always forget our promises?do we want what we say to really seem so insignificant, because no one will believe it? cause they're empty promises, empty words?
- sorry, emo post. BYE.
