HAHA! an eye for an eye man! i dont think it even bothers er, people but whatever. :D im just so pissed and fed up man, its like, come on. annoying can or not?
Gayle Jay Mathilda and Norman got in wildcard! i cant stand norman okay? really cant stand.
DEEEEEEEEEEES are the days.
puhlease? TH-ese. not dee-se. i bet simon cowell will say one word to that performance, "atrocious." like, i dont think he'll get throught the first round of auditions with that singing in american idol. the standard here is like?? haha. damn sad.
but jay can sing lah! :) i loved his performance and at the end when he was singing right, he was in tears and couldnt continue haha. (: funny to watch.
im mean, feeling mean. :D it gives me satisfaction to think of your reaction. maybe you dont care, well i dont either. why should i care right? aiyah.
i want al to come home so i can tell her about it. (: HAHA.
okay, byebye.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 9:29 PM
whoa, i think my attention span is really terrible. i can focus for 1 1/2 hour tops. supervised studies was okay today, i awitched off at 4 though. was studying lit and gave up, after i couldnt find anymore eloquent quotes for viola. like everything seems to make her eloquent! and i was frustrated because i know its a damn important trait. so i gave up. ): haha. un-perservering me.
i think im gonna ask junyi tomorrow or smth, hey. shes the lit expert right?
concertconcertconcert! MAN.
(: quite exciting lah.
okaydoak. 28 more days of supervised studies! EYES BIG BIG. seriously, i think the sec threes should work HARD not to get themselves in this shittified overCROWDED room to be locked up for 2 hours everyday after school and having to sit on a damn hard chair and STUDY without music or talking. terrible man.
HAHA. (: you know whats my dream template? yeah, let me tell you about it!
okay.
it features britney spears's fantasy! the perfume thats so pretty! okay.
so when you come to my blog the picture of the box will be there. then when you click on it, it'll open and reveal the perfume bottle inside! (: those who have seen it will know.
then, my post will be in the bottle! then it'll be those navi kind blog lah. :D SO NICE RIGHT! only thing is that i dont know how to make the code to open the box and i cant find a big big picture of the perfume, and in the pictures i found the bottle is so tiny and my post cant fit in it.
so. anyone who knows how to do that can tell me and i'll buy you ice cream! ben and jerry's !!!! :D its a good deal for html know it alls. haha. (:
whoa. its like a long long journey we all have to take before the nightmare. the amount of studying we have to do makes it seem like SUCH a long road, but its only a FEW months. gosh. i think im gonna like, snap soon with pressure. ):
-i dont wanna study no more, i wanna go poly and enjoy my life okay! ARGH
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 6:01 PM
back from my first ever supervised studies. we cant even focus for two hours seems like. haha, well. i did my chinese compo and handed it in! whoa, i have finally rid myself of it, now i have to copy the
STUPID ke out, im halfway through! (:
the concert is on wednesday! quite exciting, but scary. hmmmm, well, thanks to the
beautiful arrangement of the songs in the first half its gonna be Bb Eb Bb Eb for me. hurray. :/ what fun.
oh man, im scared for yiddish. ):
and xuan's scared for her shaking head. haha.
im like sneezing non stop now, shit. and my ear infection has spread from the right ear to the left ear. !!! man, i think i better see a doctor. someone should see me now, i look sick as a dog with my sneezes and my sore ears. haha, thats quite fitting to a dog right?
okay, chao. :D
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ahh, i cant believe school's reopening in 2 days. (: hectic schedule coming up! panic attack! haha. so its my last "nothing planned for the day" day. quite sad. but i'll go mad after o levels. :D
-dirtylittlesecrets. (: Nice song.
i had more fun with my webcam when my sister came home. haha. (: cam whored again. LOVE.
(: i need my supervised studies form or i think i'll die. oh no. ): haha. i think im gonna ask the office for it tomorrow, pray that the lady wont call mrs chia who will yell at me. ): haha.
oh well, whatever. not like my mumy doesnt know about it anyway, she signed the form but i lost it.
yeah. so supervised studies starts on monday, whoa. they're really pushing us eh. (: wellwell, i like that. at least that means SOLID studying without the urge to come online. hurhur.
(: i bought a happy house pencil case. its cute okay? (: its transparent, i like it.
haha, i sorta copied letty, she has one too, but in a different design. :D
ok, gtg, seeya.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 8:46 PM
i just felt like doing a quiz, so i stole one from my sister.
three names you go byclarissaclarepeijie?? (:
three parts of your heritage:chinese, singaporean, mom from malacca
three things that scare you:ghosts, public embarrassment, being murdered
three of your everyday essentials:food, water, sleep
three things you are wearing now:pjs, specs, earrings
three of your favourite bands or musical artistes at the moment:elliott yamin, clay aiken, paul twohill
three of your favourite songs at the moment:moody's mood for lovewhen there was me and youopen arms
things you want in your r/s [other than love]:loyalty, trust, joy
two truths and a lie:i love elliott yamin, i play the piano, i have red specs.
three things of the opp sex that appeal to you:face, eyes, hair.
three of your hobbies:blogging, tv, reading
three things you want really badly now:apple ____book, 10 points for o levels, no more bad hair days
three places you want to go on vacation:korea, i'll go again and again, paris, states
three things you want to do before you die:own a mini cooper, have a son named elliott, get married in a church on a faraway hill.
three people you want see take this quiz:xuan, audrey, char.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 8:43 PM
i need to pee badly but i dread going to the toilet. ARGH!! (:
-bleeding.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 7:35 PM
well hello. (: oh my i didnt realise my webcam can take pictures! (: in that case i dont mind taking over my sister's powerbook (which doesnt have a built in camera unlike the macbook that i want ) (: i'll just get a webcam! (: HAHA, genius.
yesterday xuan gave me a card and audrey bought me chocolates. (: I LOVE THE TWO OF YOU TO BITS AND PIECES! they made me feel so loved after i told them all about my ER, troubles. like, where can you find such great friends? :D seriously, im uperduper blessed to have the two of you, like, what would i do without you? im feeling the love for them now. (: who wouldnt, if they were me? LOVELOVELOVE X 1000000 infinity.
IM BLESSED, SO BLESSED.
(: so i was having narcissistic fun on my webcam. gosh. the things a camera can drive you to do. (: it was fun, so i dont care how spastic i look in the photos. (: HAHA.
yesterday had rehersals at vch, i seriously think my lip has died. i can feel throbbing everytime i brush my teeth against it. like its gonna explode or something. the place was like, UPERDUPER cold. and it wasnt because i was scared either. no. it was solely due to the air con which was out to kill us. st nicks and fairfield (i think) were there too. i guess it was quite okay, band on sat again. i dont think my lips will ever recover. gosh.
schools reopening, damn. so it'll be muggermuggermugger soon. well im gonna try my best to like, do well. i dont care what it takes. :D this is called motivation.
elliott still rocks my world in case you were wondering. taylor who??
HAHA. :D life's good.
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i want to know you, i want to see your face, i want to know you more! (:
i watched shes the man on youtube! it took AGES to load. and when it was about to finish, my comp thought it was a brilliant time to restart. HOOHAH! you know, i know it just was out to get me. i can just imagine it thinking in its computer brain:
brain: " well, look at that irritating pest, her downloads are like, complete man. great time to restart on her now! it'll blow her away! COOL. "
[restartsmy comp hates me. ): BOOHOOHOO. anyhow, downloaded it from scratch again, this time using 2 comps, my sis did 7 8 9 10 and i did 1 to 6. finally okay, all loaded, and i watched it! yay man! it was as good as the first time i watched it! :D i loveLOVELOVED that part where duke slammed the towel into malcom's head! (: he's hot! so many hot guys, gosh. i dont even have space for him on my top three list!
time to refresh everyone's memory on the current status of THE list.
WESTERN OLD ( well, not that young anyway)
1)elliott yamin
2)tom cruise
3)clay aiken ( HIS NEW LOOK TOTALLY BLOWS ME AWAY )
4)Colin firth
5)Hugh Grant
WESTERN YOUNG ( young enough for me to marry anyway )
1)ZAC EFFRON
2)that lord nicholas guy in princess diaries 2 (: HOT.
3)channing tatum ( I FIT HIM IN HERE )
4)chad michael murray. ( i know he's married, i dont care )
5)drake bell ( you KNOW, the one from nickelodeon )
6)aaron samuels from mean girls
7)ricky ullman ( i got a thing for him.)
ASIAN OLD
1)jay chou
2)rain
3)oh that minhe ge in full house.
ASIAN YOUNG
1)paul twohill! :D
2)position not yet filled.
3) I'LL LET YOU KNOW.
haha, my asian young list is so pathetic. RIGHT. i got so many more western young! (: HAHA
gooodbye, have sweet lives, yall!
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 7:32 PM
i just finished 2 and a half hours of tuition! goodgoodgood. :DDD I LIKE AMATHS!
just think, a few more months of muggingand it'll all be over. seems so easy to say right? but it really can get pretty stressful while trying to cram everything in these FEW months. it seems so long till os'll be over, yet so short and soon. MAN. i really really NEED to do well. like,serioulsy. this is my last chance to prove myself, and everybody wrong. :D then there's this MAC we're talking about.
i just ordered macs for lunch! macwings, yum. (: and a macflurry, i hope it comes with lots of oreo bits! im quite hungry, come to think of food and all.
comeon, MUG HARD NOW, then i can have all the fun i want after the big os.
THINK of what i could do after os, i think i'll go crazy and watch tv/come online/go shopping EVERYDAY! WOOHOOO. yeah man, thats what im talking about. theres so much in life waiting for us to go enjoy, so why do people always only think of the short term hardship and sufferings and KILL themselves? its quite stupid.im sure most of the suiciders could have had DAMN happy lives if they just beared with the short term sadness, i mean, Daddy up there has a BIG mansion for each of his children up there in heaven already! that alone can sustain any christian im SURE, all we have to do is LIVE OUR LIVES to the fullest and PRAISE HIM everyday, thats all we need to do to get us the golden ticket to that heavenly place! (: im so glad xuan introduced me to Christ! :D the best thing that ever happened to me. when she bought me the bible that day, it was like opening a gate in my life, the gate to eternal life and to my saviour. :D NG YUXUAN, YOU REALLY ROCK!
(: im feeling so happy now, so blessed. even though things may not go my way alot of times, it doesnt matter, for, the closer i live to God, the smaller everything else seems! we're always caught up in the moment, but as we look back everything seems smaller, because Daddy God has cleared everything up for us, and made everything okay! i love GOD with all my heart! (:
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 12:49 PM
whoa. i really really love this template, like, VERY ALOT! i guess its thanks to my sister for the image lah. it really is very beautiful!!! i know i wanted this kind of template since very long ago, but i didnt have the proper image to make it. then i happened to stumble across it in the comp. she made it years ago. YAY.
im gonna get a diary! (: then i can pour out my woes without worrying that it'll fall into the wrong ears. like, it's gonna have a lock! i promise im gonna to write faithfully cause this time im really serious about it. cant wait to get it man!
okayy. (: good mood, studying mood (as soon as i bathe that is), happy.
im not gonna blog about anything unhappy today, although there prolly is, something unhappy that is. ohwell, it happens so often anyway. ): wait it shoud be (: cause im happy no matter what happens now.
:D TUITION DAY = SUNDAY.
i got abit of heredity today at tuition thanks to jes and jo. :D
amath was smooth too! i understand vectors! i understand vectors! (:
i have tuition in the morning tomorrow, the unusual ideas person is coming! see, my mum thinks this tuition company works miracles and she wants to see a miracle in me, amaths. so if i continue this amath, i'll have to stop smartlab, i DONT WANT! but oh, i have to make a choice. i think this unusual ideas tutor is good though. her teaching methods are very thourough.
:) blessed day.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 8:15 PM
feeling the sting now eh? well. all i can say is this : HAHA.
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helloooo. had band yesterday after the lit thing. ((: the lit thing was pointless lah, maybe cause i didnt pay attention. hmmm. its quite funny the woman was so fierce. then this guy was reading newspaper and she said " i cant stand people who dont focus. like that boy reading the newspaper, maybe he wants to work in macdonalds for the rest of his life. " HAHAHAH. it was really funny. why do all grown ups think that working in macdonalds is the worst job ever? haha.
then had band. incredibles is like, WHOA. so fast and hard to keep up! #$%^&@@!!! then we played the choochoo song, i like, but could really figure out the notes that fast in combine, my fingers kept getting stuck at the melody part. hahah.
fi fafa meme ma re ci do titala.
jit neng sa si gor lak chit pui gou zhap.
(: HAHAHA, we were being retarded. went to CHILL at video world after band as usual, i like that time alot, like we'll all go there and make asses out of ourselves, laugh at ourselves and just unwind and have fun. i'll spend a bomb there everytime with all the seaweed and chips and food. dont my parents wonder why i always have no appetite during dinner after band? :D
i had a funny dream last night. it was about anne, yes, believe it or not. she was migrating or something. and i CRIED in my sleep okay? haha, anne lim! arent you honoured??
then, my dream changed. it was so funny!!! not gonna say it here though. some people might read it.
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER FEELING UPSET AT YOU? you're just a smelly ass with no life.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 1:00 PM
sorry, i didnt post properly yet, so here goes.
yesterday went out with my sister, went to cine for she's the man! (: oh man. that show really rocks. i wished i watched it with a fellow lit person though, it would have been so fun because we'll be able to connect TOGETHER with the show. hahahha. aww, al, dont get sad.
:D
be not afraid of greatness, some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them. why did they put that line in there ah? i dont get it. ha.
MALVOLIO IS A STINKING KILLJOY.
yes, i read twelfth night yesterday, was so into it because of the show.
and i bought my stand. it cost me 31 buckaroos okay. haha, whatever, and its super bulky, i guess i'll have to carry it in my bag instead of my case. it cant fit in! haha, there's a high chance i'll forget it though. maybe i'll leave it in the cupboard. the reeds cupboard.
the numbness in my ear is still there. shit man.
had pastamania yesterday, wow, two plates of pasta in one day. the pastamania one was so much better than the gelare one, and its like, half the price? gelare pasta is so not worth it. ): haha.
my money fly away.
haha's a filler. so when im upset and i type haha, its not cause im happy, its cause i want to FILL the page.get it?? ARGH.
lit seminar tomorrow, yesterday's one was rather pointless. whatever we asked the people just went, it wont come out in o level, so you dont need to know. or, its a difficult question to answer.
WHAT? so what if it doesnt come out for o level? i dont care. i want to know. whats wrong with them? and i didnt understand a single word of their presentation. really really was a waste of money. i rather go for band tomorrow.
): MAN. tomorrow i think we'll go after lunch. ARGH. i planned my outfit alr. haha, white polo and a skirt, and my ripcurl cardigan. haha. (: then i'll bring my pinafore and shorts. SEE SO SMART! HAHAHA. :DDD
-i feel like im bound to you like a caged bird. whats the point anyway?
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so today i woke up with this numbness in my ear, like i couldnt hear, was terribly upset. its still there btw. im in a very bad mood. its a good thing theres no band today. i'll just lose my temper with everyone i see, lucky im staying isolated at home. okay so i woke up at 1130. switched on the tv, was nothing to watch. then the network started getting funny and they said network dont know what, please call 1633. like fine. nothing to watch anyway. came to the comp, internet not working again. i was like, ROAR. restarted the comp, and it was fine. im like, in a super bad mood now, like, im about to kill someone.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 12:24 PM
hey! (: im like super dont know what to do now. like, i feel like im floating. weird eh. (:
why am i finding myself getting irritated so easily? hahah. mood swings? gosh.
oh XUAN finally updated. like, after 31534635664321345 times of reading "THEY SAY A PICTURE PAINTS A THOUSAND WORDS" i see something different, like, yay. hahha.
ah. so now im helping her with her template.
bye.
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ive been trying to make the section tee, but i want colour, and polo, but it'll be very expensive. haha. dontknoe lah, that shitty said she thinks its too ex then people will have trouble paying, so i guess we'll ask the section first before making. but colour will be so nice. haha.
right. im tired. im eating nougat. nougat is good. i like the soft nougat but i only have hard hard one. i remember last time i had this big bag of nougat at home. got alot of soft soft one. all different flavours.
hahhaha. yummy.
im not in the mood to blog now. bye.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 4:41 PM
why hello there. (: nothing planned for today. except maybe i'll be going to shop with mummy and al. :D. oh gosh. my lit seminar tomorrow just ruined my plans to watch "the two man shows" SHE'S THE MAN AND XMEN3! haha. yeah. at this rate we wont be able to watch both tomorrow on account of all the shopping we have planned to do. man. stupid thing.
AND i need to buy my stand. YES MY CLARINET STAND AUDREY KHOO.
ARGH. i promise man, im never gonna leave band early again, and if i do, i will most definitely take ALL my valuables with me. like, my precious warm up book, and my stand.
band yesterday was tiring. REAL TIRING. i dont know why, but the minute i got back, i hit the massage chair. and that didnt help much either. the sundae ice cream i ate at video world kept coming up my throat. YUCK. i seriously felt like puking. thanks xuan, for that treat. (: HAHA. i went into the room at 2130, wanting to sleep, but then ZACK AND CODY was showing. haha. (: so i stayed up till ten to watch, then i collapsed.
haha. (: i wanna cut my fringe. but i dont want bangs. hmmm.
i cant wait to shopshopshop tomorrow.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 11:38 AM
hello! hahaha. its sunday today! the day of rest. but what did i do? i went for tuition after tuition. talk about resting. gosh.
okay its the first time im blogging here properly, feels quite weird. the typing box is so big as comapred to diaryland. AH. haha, oh well. you know, sometimes i wish i were a bird in one of those tropical areas, with not a care in the world, (except hunters). yeah.
its easy for adults to say study hard, go go go, jiayou, a few more months only, just cheong, can't you focus? but what they dont know is what a
CHORE studying is, like, when im forced to do it, sometimes i feel like pulling out my hair. i dont see the point in forcing me to study, cause if i dont have the mood, i just wont concentrate, i'll just sit on my bed and stone. so what's the diff, i could be online, i could be watching tv, i could be doing something i like, whereas im being forced to do something im not even gonna do, its retarded. of course i know when to study, its like a bulit in thing in everyone's body right? like, im not gonna slack my life away, just let me do what i want when i want lah.
haha, sorry. i just wanted to get that out. studying stinks.
i just wanna lie on my bed and never wake up, never wake up to this nighmare of a life.
oh except that i havent driven my mini cooper yet, its my dream car btw. i want it in RED. SO COOL. i really love that car. (italian job) i heard its expensive. oh well. im gonna have it or i'll be very sad.
i thought you said you werent gonna care no more, then why are you still well, caring? not that i dont want you to, its just, why cant you keep to your word? why do we peoplw always forget our promises?do we want what we say to really seem so insignificant, because no one will believe it? cause they're empty promises, empty words?
- sorry, emo post. BYE.
and thats all one my post is done, and i'll strive to please you everyday // 7:18 PM
hello! i jsut moved over from diaryland. im trying blogspot out again. haha. :D yeah. i like this template alot, and i also like my url. dont ask me why. i just do.
(: okay. i think im going to sleep now. goodbye. (:
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